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Thursday, January 18, 2007

halright ppl.. just got back home from a pointless fishing ordeal.. went with ryan to a big drain outside his house... but end up low tide.. gosh.. ended up having bread war.. 2 guys.. 2 GUYS!!!!... taking fish bait throwing around.. ryan's plan to wait for shesay to come out of her house failed.. as tt puny lil thing got a terrible stomach ache suddenly.. duno if its true... probably shy seeing shisei.. hohohohohoho!.. ryan ur so gonna kill me for this.. but who cares... u wouldnt touch ur bro rite? *angelic smile* yup.. i tink i made an olympic record.. i managed to keep up with bus 854.. frm ryan's place to srjc bus stop.. muahhaha.. managed to see shesay got off the bus.. i'm faster then the bus.. right.. i tink i'm going mad.. lack of slp... probably gonna chill for few hours before relaxing on my soft comfy bed while the rest of the puny lil kids are having school... *evil grins*

buttercup :: 7:48 AM

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Love....

love is classified as a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection as for a parent, child, or friend.

Or love is a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

this are the results of me searching "Love" in dictionary.com.. the 1st is kinship.. the latter is LOVE....

The word is often misused to refer to infatuation.. ecstatic union.. submission and domination in addition to the modern romantic love... devotion (parental or filial) and affection.. The meaning of "love" as expressed by parents in antiquity was denuded of affection or any warm feelings.. and is best translated as domination.. Love is the essence of trust.. Trust is not a belief.. it is a self-fulfilling predisposition towards others.. Trust is that general mental condition which allows a person to believe that others won't betray them.. This condition is not and can never be anything as intellectual or sterile as reason or rationality..

Love is a powerful tool.. it can make or break someone..

True love is the process of extending urself to others.. the worlds love is the process of selfshly extracting the thigs from others it believes will make it happy.. degrees of love are based on differnet leves of giving urself to others within the proper boundaries.. degrees of love are not based on different levels of intense emotions.. the world believes tt one can "fall in love".. we are made to love.. and are filled with love.. let us not juz follow the "accept ppl's love.. compare.. and return back the same measure concept".. let us all give love to ppl even we detest.. w/o expecting ani returns.. =))

have a great day ahead.. =))

buttercup :: 7:38 AM

Monday, January 08, 2007

yo.. darn bored here.. at ryan's house now.. sneaky "censored" eating pineapple rice behind my back.. awww.. nice smelll..

buttercup :: 11:04 PM

Saturday, January 06, 2007

friends... what is friends to ppl?

i dun get it..

enjoying each other's company?

someone tt u can share stuff with?

what is "A" friend...?

how important is friendship to people...?

why and how can 1 keep repeating and doing stuff to a so called "bro" which tt bro treat him so well.. tt's what buffle me.. is girls really tt important? what is the sake of having multiple girlfriend? or fame? reputation? experience? and worst of all having ur "bro's" girlfriend.. and the pattern keep repeating and repeating.. it got worst each turn..

I'm worried for this brother of mine.. yes.. he is indeed kind hearted.. this allow his "bro" to use tis against him.. time and again.. using his "kind heartedness" against him.. he know every incident, every move all the backstab tt he said to his girlfriends and clique.. time and again he forgive and forget.. it got worst this time.. it was worst and more despicable...

why izzit time and again does he have to do this to his "brother"? habit? or has he got suck into a vortex sinking deeper and deeper.. i'm stuck at this point also

the final fight is inevitable.. it'll happen soon.. i nid help... i nid more power to stop both of them.. God help me.. both of them is my brother.. i do want neither to end up in policestation or hospital.. ahhh.. shucks.. in the midst of all this i can only remember 1 song..

That's What Friends Are For Lyrics - Dionne Warwick

And i never thought i'd feel this way
And as far as i'm concerned
I'm glad i got the chance to say
That i do believe i love you

And if i should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try to feel
The way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well, you came and opened me
And now there's so much more i see
And so by the way i thank you

Whoa, and then for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are comin' from my heart
And then if you can remeber, oh

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

On me, for sure
That's what friends are for
Keep smilin', keep shinin'

ahhhh.. 6am alr.. gonna wake up at 12 later on.. =.=.. panda eyes already.. hoho.. right... ciao~.. God bless.. =))

buttercup :: 4:56 AM