its been ages since i last blogged.. nth special going on.. life currently is so monotonous.. once again i'm going back to the usual.. just running along with what have been planned in my life.. school.. home.. school.. home.. school..

discipleship come even faster than me having to breathe.. before i cld take another breath... lo and behold.. here comes another.. it really set me down to think for a sec.. many things i did unknowingly.. its worst i felt.. it means it have been in me all along.. hmm.. no doubt discipleship is nt totally a bad thing.. what i really felt about discipleship is that your leaders wants you to change.. and its nt gradually... but there's this huge sense of urgency for you to change..

did a survey with some anonymous person.. that person should know.. mauhaha..

i'll be strong i'll be faithful 'cause i'm counting on a new beginning, a reason for living, a deeper meaning says:
i wanna ask you what you think of discipleship?
y.q. - the Jeromeeeeeee - dumified.
says:discipleship
y.q. - the Jeromeeeeeee - dumified. says:
haha
y.q. - the Jeromeeeeeee - dumified. says:
its hard to accept at the start 1
y.q. - the Jeromeeeeeee - dumified. says:
also takes lots of willpower to change

haha.. well.. it does make loads of sense.. hard to accept and taking loads of willpower to change..
its like stepping out of my comfort zone.. ya.. btw.. oops.. the person name is above.. ahhaha..
oh well.. no worries.. i'm doing good.. =)) just that sometimes when i quiet down.. i'll really set to think about stuff/ reflecting.. thanks to all the people who are concerned about me.. =)

oh.. now and then i'll listen to this song.. its by westlife queen of my heart.. its a very very old song.. sometimes it does really potrait how i feel towards certain issue.. =)

so here we stand
in our secret place
where the sound
of the crowd
is so far away
you take my hand
and it feels like home
we both understand
it's where we belong
so how do i say
do i say goodbye
we both have our
dreams
we both wanna fly
so let's take tonight
to carry us through
the lonely times

i'll always look back
as i walk away
this memory will
last for eternity
and all of our tears
will be lost in the rain
when i find
my way back
to your arms again
but until that day
you know you are
the queen of my heart

so let's take tonight
and never let go
while dancing we'll kiss
like there's no
tomorrow
as the stars sparkle
down
like a diamond ring
i'll treasure this moment
till we meet again

but no matter how far
or where you may be
i just close my eyes
and you're in my dreams
and there you will be
until we meet

i'll always look back
as i walk away
this memory will
last for eternity
and all of our tears
will be lost in the rain
when i find
my way back
to your arms again
but until that day
you know you are
the queen of my heart

i'll always look back
as i walk away
this memory will
last for eternity
and all of our tears
will be lost in the rain
when i find
my way back
to your arms again
but until that day
you know you are
the queen of my heart

oh yeah
you're the
queen of my heart
no matter how
many years it takes
i'll do it all to you
oh yeah
oh yes you are
the queen of my heart